For me to know,and for me to keep away.

Finally

2009-09-08T16:06:00.006+01:00

www.letthisbeyourgirlsyahilah.tumblr.com

New site,please relink. :-)
I am shutting this blog down by th end of th week.

2009-09-07T16:16:00.003+01:00

Hello! hehehehehe. ^^
I am still in th process of editing my new blog,so do be patient otey!
Like i promise,i will give u th new link of my blog when im done editting th layouts and everything.
And remind me that i owe u people tons of overdued pictures.
:-D
Till then,cheerio!

2 years old

2009-09-03T11:32:00.003+01:00

Before i leave this site for good,i would first like to say a word of appreciation for this blog.
Ive been loyal to syahilahhave-gayfriends.blogspot.com for at least 2 years now.
Practically all of my ups and downs(especially of 2008) are jotted and noted down in ths blog.
When i read back my old posts from time to time,i will laugh to myself cos i can see th change in me from a little sec 1 kid,to a still-little sec 3 kid i am now.
From how pure and gullible i was back thn,to th much wiser and clever(to an extent^^) girl i bcame to b.
My secondary years were journal-ed in this blog.
This makes it soo hard for me to just delete it away,bcos its equivalent to me deleting my growing-up years.
But sadly,all good things will come to an end. Some day.

But pressing th delete button,also marks a new start.
A new start of me penning down th tougher parts of my growing up years,which starts at th age of 15 and above.
Bcos,i predict,during these years,will i experience and go thru th harder obstacles in life.
Be it my big exam(O levels) next year,life after secondary schl,separating w friends,and even,th pressure to smoke since i hv soo many loved ones arnd me whu are smoking. (but ofcos,i will try my hardest to not ever smoke,no matter hw hard th going gets. Insya'allah).
By pressing th delete button,and starting up a new cyber journal,
i am able to leave behind my past(especially th negative ones) and start to move on.
But ofcos,i will not leave behind th lessons tht i hv learnt,bcos it has made me th wiser person i am today. Nor will i leave behind my past experiences.

With this,i say thank you to Blogger and my site,syahilahhave-gayfriends.bs.com.
And goodbye. :-)

In need of change

2009-09-03T05:18:00.002+01:00

As discussed,i am switching to another online journal.
But current problem is,whether to change to Onsugar or Tumblr.
I've visited both sites,and had a good browse over th homepage and stuff.
Personally,i think Onsugar is easier to use bcos it is some-sort alike w Blogger.
BUT!
I find tumblr so cute and catchy. :-(
Plus,th posting and stuff is mcm sophisticated.

ARGH,I AM IN A DILEMMA!

But by hook or by crook,i am switching to a new site by next week.
I am so breaking up w Blogger ah.
Plus,i think i need a new husband already.

So people of the world,i'll b informing u of my new site and give my new link as soon as i hv decided on one.
Hhehe,till then,have fun hating Blogger!

Technologic

2009-09-02T15:03:00.002+01:00

"Syahilah,i have good news and bad news."

So yesterday,mother and i went to Harbourfront a.k.a The freaking far place to repair my baby Canon.
My camera has been sick for,2 months? And so i finally founded a day to drag mum down to th servicing centre to send it for repair.
Good news is,i successfully sent it for repair and all that shits and by th time i get it back,my baby will be all new. ^^V
But bad news is,i can only redeem it after a week.
SO LONG T_T
Till then,i presume i will b picture-less(maybe).
Get well soon,baby(referring to camera eh,not Sharul:-D)!

BUT!
Yesterday also,my LG Qwerty phone betrayed me again.
IT IS OFFICIALLY SPOILT LAH! T_T
Knnbccb!
For those frequent readers of my blog,u might remember tht about 2 months ago(or smth),i have alr sent my phone for repair cos it was spoilt then.
Thn JENGJENG!,it broke down again yesterday.
That son of a gun kept shutting down!
I is angry Syahilah >:[
I may never buy slide handphones again,really!

So next week,a couple of things will happen.
I will first collect my camera. HOORAY!
But at th same time,i shall go send my handphone for repair(AGAIN!).
Haih,i hate technology so much sometimes.
Eh sometimes only.
I better go check th warranty for my handphone.
Sekali cannot use alr,mati loh like that. T_T

Floating Trucker Caps

2009-08-31T17:00:00.000+01:00

Izwan says:
-Somebody call 911! Matrep's trucker burning on his asshole. O woo oh oh!

Hahaha,Izwan and Muzzy,i believe,are th #1 fans of anti-matrep.
^^

One week

2009-08-30T15:15:00.000+01:00

Dear blogger,
i am giving u another chance to let u revert urself to ur old ways.
Cos ur attitude right now sucks to th core punya Earth core.
I do NOT like it. Not one bit.
So i am giving u whole one week,to let u go back to how u used to be,and not th fucked up bitch u are right now.
If by then u STILL dunt change,i will switch to another online journal,either Onsugar or Vox.
So u better think abt tht attitude of yours, miss!

Syahilah is currently very angry right now!>:(

Inertia

2009-08-28T14:35:00.003+01:00

Been such a long time since i ranted in my blog properly.
So today,i shall dedicate a post to talk about my day and all that unnecessary shits.

Today is Friday!
Which also means,th long-awaited weekends have arrived!
Syahilah is a very happy girl,bcos starting from tmrw,i'll be pack with stuffs to do.
Hooray! I love being busy.

Before i start on talking(to myself) about th plans tht i have ahead,i would like to say this to blogger-
'Screw yourself,and please screw yourself hard.'
Really.
Im not sure if everyone of u can see it,but now,th stuffs tht were initially at th right-hand side of my blog(like tagboard,links,etc) are now located at th bottom of my blog,right below all th posts.
And i have no slightest idea on why is that so.
It is soo unglam :-(
I tried to edit th layouts and stuff,but it stayed th same.
Like,as if it was reluctant to move(inertia).
Haha inertia is a topic on Physics tht i learned this week,and seriously,dunt get me started on talking abt this topic ah.
Cos,as my friends know,i love to relate everyday life into Physics. Haha!
Like as if they need another lecture on how inertia works and what are its effects and other shits.
But really,i find tht this topic so applies to my blog layout.
Extremely stubborn siol this thing! Dunt wna move at all.
TSK!>:[
I am having thoughts of switching from Blogger to either Onsugar or Vox.
Hrmm,we'll see how.

Ok now on to my plans!
For tomorrow,si budak Sharul yang handsome tu has asked me out on a study date.
I repeat(clears throat), STUDY DATE.
Do u know how rare it is tht he ask to go out wimme for study? lol^^
So i accepted willingly loh. ^^
On Sunday,i have home tuition as per usual,so yeap. Sunday would be filled w that.
K Monday pula would be an exciting day,cos its Teacher's Day^^!
Tho,i was bummed tht thr is no BYD this year,im still looking forward to th concert and stuff.
(sidetrack: I remembered last year Teacher's Day. An incident happened th day before,which made me cried endlessly D:)
After that,i would head down to my pri sch to meet Outbacks! HAPPY KIA SIAH :-D
On Tues,i have a date w The Coterie. Its girl bonding time!;-) Am hoping tht every single one of em can make it.
On Wed and Thurs would be school(what a drag).
But on Fri kan,i will be out of th country in th afternoon.
HOORAAAYY!
My family and i would be in KL for a little getaway and we'll b coming back on Sun.
And by th time i come back,it would be th start of th Sept Hols!
HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY MAN?!
But one sad thing to ruin th whole series is that my camera is still not fixed yet.
So sadly,i think tht thr would only b little amount of pics taken.
BOOO! ;-(

I think i have ranted enough alr for today,nyehehe.
Look out for th upcoming posts alright^^v
Cheerio.

ps: To touch on regarding th Monday plans,i would like to include tht my pri sch dearest friend,Farhat,texted me today and has initiated a meet-up with me for us to go to Fuchun Pri together.
He also mentioned tht he would be picking me up outside sch.
HOW SWEET RIGHT?!:-D
Its like,he is schooling at Fuchun Sec,and from what i believe,Fuchun Sec and Evergreen isnt that of a near place uh. But he sanggup travel seh. I have such nice childhood friends pls!
So hooray to me,cos i'll b having an escort on Monday! ^_^v

Oversized digestive system

2009-08-27T16:08:00.000+01:00

When i am sad,i eat.
When i am angry,i eat.
Heck,even when i am happy,i eat!

Tell me,how can i not gain weight at this rate seh?
Sigh,i need a new remedy!

True friends

2009-08-25T13:21:00.004+01:00

Today,i was as moody as a moody person. :-(

Especially in th morning,i had negative-zero mood.

After what happened last night,my confidence plummeted down to nothing and i saw no reason to smile.

Literally.

My girls could sense it straightaway.

And tho all of em came up to me to ask whats wrong,i didnt replied to any.

I was sad.

But really,these girls,they sure know how to cheer me up.

See those 4 pictures at th top of this post?

THEY PRESENTED IT TO ME!

HOW VERY SWEET RIGHT?:-D

I was touched,because nvr have i received so many love letters all at once,and all are from different people.

Till now,i am very touched!

Straightaway,i started to smile again,and my happiness-meter went up.

I couldnt stop smiling after receiving all those letters!

As i was opening each letter,it felt like as if i was opening a birthday present during my birthday! Th feeling was like that :-D

And to read th content,mcm wow ah abeh!

The content of each letters were soo sweet,i could feel th love!

Truly,i love u girls alot!

So thank you,i wish again,to you girls whu have brighten my day by giving me those letters. Thank you Zafirah,Maisarah,Ho EnQi(whu gave me 2 letters,btw!^^),Nurul Aqilah,Shuhaida,Amalina,Azilla,Zuriati.

I really,really love those letters!

And not to forget people like Sabrina Tan,Tasha,Amal Lina,Aminn(and a few of th boys)whu kept bugging me,asking if i was fine or not.

SWEET EH KORANG EH!^^

Syahilah love you guys!

I will not forget your kind gesture ah abeh ;-)

Talk less for more

2009-08-23T08:27:00.000+01:00

Every month,i would dread the arrival of an unwanted guest.
This 'guest' tht im referring to,would be my handphone bill which comes in an envelope.
I feel very,-_-,everytime i see it.
Really,i should start wearing shades in th house,so i wunt see tht dreaded envelope.
Everytime i see it,i would go "Ok,time to listen to mp3!" because i know my mother would come and approach me,to talk abt my bill this month.
And she would drone on and on,abt how high my bill for tht month would be.
Th thing abt this is,my bill will always be melampau-kia kind of thing,usually ranging from $100-$150.
But honestly,i cnt seem to make my bill decrease :-(
Ive made recognisable efforts,but still,th bill would stay th same or even worse,it would get higher.

I am more of a text-messaging kind of person,rather thn on-the-phone kind of person.
This month(bulan Ramadhan!),im going to cut down on th messages i sent.
Cos actually,it breaks my heart lah to see my parents paying my bill.
Really,and im shock ah tht i use my hp that much,causing a bill of $100plus.
I literally cannot function in my daily life without this technology.
But,everything has its limits.
So starting from today,i will only send necessary messages.
And i would only reply messages from Sharulnizam and Nurul Aqilah.
For th rest,i'm sorry. But i guess u have to either call me up,or approach me in sch or smth.
Cos i wunt be replying ur messages.
Unless,its a matter of life and death sorta situation lah.

So people of th world,i am here to inform u tht if ur name is not Md Sharulnizam or Nurul Aqilah,i wunt be replying ur messages(unless necessary).
Dunt say i didnt warn u k:-)

Easy as pie

2009-08-22T15:19:00.000+01:00

I is a very happy girl,because on Thursday,my SS teacher returned back our papers.
Th one regarding th causes of conflicts in Sri Lanka SEQ class test.
And when Ms Wong handed me back my paper,i literally gasped. Out loud.
This is because..

I SCORED 12/12 FOR THAT SEQ QUESTION!
^^v

HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY?!
:-D

Jungle version

2009-08-21T12:37:00.001+01:00

I BELIEVE THAT RAZIS IS THE FUNNIEST GUY EVER!
Serious shit seh! Hhhaha :-D
Since the start of this week,i've been making him do the Jungle version repeatedly.
Its this Korean song(i think)tht he tries to mimic and intepret.
Azilla and i are a big fan of his Jungle version!
And no matter how many times he do it,i would still lmao after the whole thing.
I would literally laugh my ass off k :-D
OMG HE SO FUNNY CAN!
I believe other people like Azilla,Haidhar,Jepon,Kyla,Dora,Zuriati all whu has watched him doing this agrees with me.

RAZIS! IM GONNA TAKE A VIDEO OF U DOING TH JUNGLE VERSION ONE DAY!
Youtube,here i come!

Weakness

2009-08-20T13:54:00.000+01:00

Some people in this world are two-faced.
They are wolves,wearing a sheep's clothing in disguise.
Some people in this world,just do not like seeing others happy.
They do things to make others fall,crash,and burn.

You knew that th topic 'religion' is my weakness.
You knew that.
Yet,you used it against me,you used it as a reason.
A reason for what happened last year.
A reason on why u felt that way about me.
Tho it happened a long time already,i just got to know abt this just now,from a very reliable source.
I dunt know what to feel about you now.
I dunt know how to face you- as a friend or as a classmate.
I dunt know,if your even true as a friend from th start.
Whatever it is,i knew tht it made me speechless.
Very.

Sad-nesday

2009-08-19T12:14:00.000+01:00

Today is Wednesday,or what i call,Sadnesday.
A red incident happened today.
I cried in th toilet cubicle after what happened :-(
I guess only 3Cmt knows why; i hope only 3Cmt knows why.
:-(

But thank God i have th most understanding classmates ever.
Classmates whu know when to joke,and when to not.
Classmates whu have a mature mindset,and not to tease etc.
Thank GODDD.

3 Commitment,please keep this within our 4 walls only?
Thank you.
I really love you guys.

Note to self

2009-08-18T12:23:00.001+01:00

Syahilah,do not find happiness in other people's misery.
Remember,Karma is always watching.

Where my babygirls at?

2009-08-17T15:47:00.000+01:00

My everyday <3

Amalina and Aidah

Zuriati and Azilla

I miss those ECP moments :-(
But not to worry,cos im darn sure thr'll be lots more outings in store for us!
Girls! We need new pictures!!

Don't let my last flicker of flame die

2009-08-15T17:09:00.010+01:00

Friendships. It is one of my core values.
Friends are universally understood.
I had my fair share of friend-making since way back as a little toddler.
Though,at th course of making friends,i tend to misintepret one's motives.
Some are genuine,some are pseudo(fake).
Ive seen them come. Ive seen them go.
That's life. Haha curse you,life!(raises fist into the air)

So i would like to take this opportunity,to present my close friends; the one whom i spend every day with.
They are beautiful,every single one of them.
Without them,i am equal to a frog(k i know abit no link,but what th heck).

The girls who i am mad close with in class Commitment.

Nurshuhaida Binte Suratman

Amalina Dayana Binte Ahmad Rahim

Zuriati Binte Abdullah

Nur 'Azilla Binte Idris

Ho En Qi

Wong Si Tian Carrie

AND..

not to forget,Nur Sabrina Tan! (i dunt have a picture of her)
Because i spend just as much time with her like i do with th others,especially during work.

The girls who i am verry close with as well,from Integrity :)

Nurul Aqilah Binte Johari

Amal Lina Binte Abdul Rahim

Zafirah Binte Zainal Abidin

NurTasha Zuraidah Binte Zulkarnain

I love all 11 of you dearly.

Thank you for choosing to spend your time with me.
Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for making me a part of your lives every single day.
Thank you for accepting me as i am.
and
Thank you for being my friend.

Here's a promise- I will never let any of you go.
Not now,not ever.
I treasure. I cherish. I will be grateful. I will be thankful.

Deprived childhood

2009-08-14T11:28:00.003+01:00

Meet my favourite childhood snack; MAMEE!

Two days ago,abang boy came home like a santa claus.

Why?

It was bcos with him,was this big bag of Mamee snacks.

And in that bag,it contains 40(i repeat,40!) packets of it.

Two days later(today),half of it is gone.

And i am guilty of it;-)

OMG I LOVE MAMEE SO MUCH!

On my birthday,if you were to buy me one big packet of these Mamee snacks,trust me,i would love it and appreciate it alot alr lah^^

Brother,i want moreeee!

Brother Bob

2009-08-13T13:21:00.004+01:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANGKU,MUHD SHAHRIL AZREE BIN SADIKIN!
Sayang Shahril sangatsangat,tho i often express it in weird ways.
^^v <3!

On the contrary

2009-08-12T15:47:00.008+01:00

Outing w Rin on 070809

Mad nice can?

Sabrina Peanut <3>

Never fails to make me smile:)

Coca-cola; 330ml of happiness waiting to be opened by you.

This kid very cute! She kept coming up to us,and touching us!

Being techwise.

Rip em' jeans.

New wallet!

I love you,peanut:)

DIY ripping of jeans ok.

Goodnight.

Outing w Kak Syafikah on 100809

Suntec City.

'Love is The Movement' badge.

My beloved sister!

Cannot see my face lor:(

I love th colour of my hair here.^^v

Favourite picture <3

The pretzel very nice ah abeh.

In th mall.

Singapore River.

My,i look so pale.

Sister love,yes?

I love you Kak Syafikah; one and only!<3

Its a sister thing

2009-08-10T15:40:00.003+01:00

Howdy!
This Syahilah is a very happy Syahilah today because this Syahilah finally went out with her sister in which she havent been out with for a very nong time.
^^v

3 days ago,Kak Syafikah brought up th idea of us going out,and i agreed(that explains th outing today) :D
i is so happy lor.
Th last time i went out w her was last year,June i think,where we went for a swim at Cck.
We definitely needed a date together!

Since i had stuffs that i wanted to buy at Bugis,both Kak Syafikah and i trained thr at abt 2pm.
(sidetracked: Before boarding th train,Kak Syafikah and I met Sharulbby for awhile cos he wntd to pass me my new earpiece. wheeee thank u,love u!)
Upon reaching thr,i bought th intended stuffs:
1)3 badges; 1 for me,1 for Sharul and 1 for Kyla. Im so nice right?
2)2 tshirts. They is super cute!
3)1 orange tanktop w a gorilla in th middle. Haha how can i not buy that?
After purchasing em,we went to Cityhall in which we headed to Marina Sq,Suntec City and lastly Singapore River.
I think we had a healthy serving of pictures tht were taken today as well. Happy kia ah abeh!
I would also like to thank Kak Syfkh for introducing me to this pretzel which tasted like out of this world lah.
IT WAS MAD NICE CAN?!
I think th shop's name was Aunt or Aunty smth. Haha i'll recheck w Kakak abt th name again.
Reached Wdlnds at abt 8pm where i headed to Rp,to go meet Sharulkucinta and co.
They guitar-ed,i slacked andthn off we went to Cwp at abt 9.30pm.
I thn reached home at 10.15pm,after giving Baby his badge that i previously bought.
Th badge that i bought for him said 'No. 1 Boyfriend'.
Hhehe!^^v glad that he likes it.

Anyway,i wanna say that i love Kak Syafikah so much.
Today was fun and relaxing,it was fulaxing!(fun and relaxing mixed together)

ps: next post that will be coming up will be a pictorial one. I have lotsa pictures to share!

Mine mine mine mine mine^^v

2009-08-09T14:29:00.000+01:00

And this is why i love Sharul so much.

HOW CUTE IS THIS BOY?!

One in a Million

2009-08-07T16:37:00.003+01:00

Ok confession time.
Sometimes,i look at other boys.
And i judge them,whether they're hot or not,a wannabe or a cannotbe,and so on and so forth.
I know this is bad lah,cos hello Syahilah! Your attached!
Tapi,its girl instinct yes? To look at other boys when they pass by or whatsoever.

But,no matter how many boys pass by me,no matter how hot or handsome they are,at the end of th day i still find my Sharulnizam th hottest.
Seriously:-)
Even if they are mcm srsly hot,sapau or sachok or whatever u call it,
I only have eyes on my Sharul.
And my eyes have permanently stayed there with a citizenship right. :-) (feeling2 Social Studies skejap)
U can make 5000 boys pass by me,and i wouldnt care.
Cos i got Sharul.

Sua Sueh

2009-08-07T15:45:00.003+01:00

070809 played a trick continuously on me seh.
So bad :-(
Today,i was rather sibeh suay becos unlucky things kept happening to me.

Firstly,i lost my ez-link for 20mins. -_-
I know its only for a short period of time,but still,at th intensity of that point of time,i was panicking ah abeh.
I was breathing in and out hysterically. If i were to take a video of myself at that point of time,i would have lol-ed looking at how pathetic i was.
Serious shit.
I then trained back to Marsiling to go check th Trasitlink counter,just in case they found my ez-link. And guess what; THEY DID!!
Lady Luck was by my side :-)

Secondly,I bought a new wallet today,in th shape of a pineapple. HOW CUTE IS THAT?!
But guess what,due to th nature of my violence,part of th zipper of that newly-bought wallet is broken already.
Its less than a day old,and part of it is already retarded.
Great going Syahilah,ur lucky its only $5.

Thirdly,as i was on my way back home,i wanted to let time fly by listening to my MP3.
As i was shoving th earpieces into my ear,i found out my right earpiece broke.
seriously. the wires were like coming out and everything.
-_-!!
Th journey back was very mundane ah,cos i was listening to music only at my left ear.
Kirakan cool like that.

And lastly! Omg ni yang paling tableh angkat.
Before going home,i wanted to go to th toilet at Marsiling Mrt.
And i therefore went inside uh,thn got this makcik.
:-( she scared me.
Its cos she was talking to me like that,tho i have no idea whu she is.
Nasib bukan Makcik Keropok.

But,my day was filled with perks too :D
Ini kerana:
1)I bought two shoes,two socks(hehehe!),a new wallet,and 2 ezlink stickers for myself and for Kyla today. HOORAY I IS LIKE NEW STUFFS!<3
2)While at Wdlnds lama,Sabrina and i bumped into Hajar and Hafieqa!^^v We thn had ice kacang together and it was yummy cos i put corn on mine. Yeay! Th girls are cute btw!
3)At about 4plus,Sabrina and i had lunch at Bugis and we ate a healthy meal. I feel so un-fat ah knowing that im not eating things like junk food. HOORAY TO BEING HEALTHY!
4)Today,we went from Marsiling to Woodlands,to Marsiling again,thn to Woodlands lama,thn to Marsiling and finally to Bugis. At Bugis,we went to Bugis Junction,Bugis St and Haji Lane.
Numerous pics were taken as well.

AND LASTLY!

5)After getting to know that my earpiece was spoilt,i complained to Sharul. Hehe:P
And he was th sweetest thing ever becos he went to get me a new earpiece.
SO NICE RIGHT!:-(
And he said he bought it in orange somemore.
Tell me,how can i not love this boy?:-) <3

So that was my 7th August :-D!
How was urs?

:-(

2009-08-06T15:19:00.003+01:00

I is bad Syahilah today.
Reason is because i have misplaced Qusyairi's watch that i had borrowed and i could not find it at all.
I told him that alr,and though he said that its ok,i feel so shitty inside.
Im sorry Qusyairi :(

Level 3

2009-08-05T11:27:00.003+01:00

Firstly,I would like to wish the matrep on the right a Happy 3rd Monthsary w Nur Syahilah.
^^v!
Secondly,our 3rd month was yesterday(04/08),just in case some Makcik Joo Chiats our thr wna know:)

We spent our 3rd month yesterday,with:
1)no pictures. lol!
2)having a sushi date in which he treated me ^^v
3)reaching home at 8plus(i think) in our school uniforms. -_-

Yesterday was sibeh shiok,haha you know i know eh sayang eh.
And also,one of th highlights yesterday was when my 1st brother caught me w Sharul at Cwp.
ZANG AH ABEHZXSZXSZ!
When he saw me,he gave me a 'Im gonna tell mother!' kind of smile and wagged his finger at me.
Haha jahat. But ofcos,being th understandable(i think) brother that he is,he didnt paoto me and didnt told mum. Syukur alhamdullilah:-)
Sayang abang boy!
But ofcos,i sayang Md Sharulnizam Bin Sanosi more.

Mwah,happy 3rd Monthsary(plus 1 day) Cinta.
Like what Hadi said,we are now at level 3 already ;-)

Human Stupidity

2009-08-01T17:06:00.003+01:00

I am here becos i want to bring something up.
Two things,in fact.

Firstly,do not ever talk bad about someone.
Cos trust me,eventually what you said will reach their ears.

Secondly,do not ever talk bad about someone.
Cos eventually,th guilt of it will eat you up.

Betul tak betul Syahilah?:)

1 Happy Meal coming right up!

2009-08-01T02:46:00.004+01:00

Craving for a packet-full of peanuts and a tray filled w cupcakes?^_^

Wicked witch.

2009-07-30T11:27:00.004+01:00

SHUT UP,BITCH.
Its sickening enough for me to see your face already.
Pls,you would do th world a favour if you would just shut up.
I've tolerated you enough since last year.
So,what you waiting for?

Btw,pls take note tht i didnt mention any names here.
So,siape2 yg terase than pape ah.
Pergi nanges satu corner. :)

And you are?

2009-07-27T13:29:00.003+01:00

Being humans,we have a tendency to exaggerate.
We have a tendency to presume we are better then others.
We have a tendency to underestimate others.
but..

What i am trying to say is,we should really know our limits and most of all,stop being fake.
And this statement does not only apply to everyone,but for myself as well.

Tinkerbell

2009-07-25T16:03:00.005+01:00

(Hi my name is Syahilah and i am being a typical girl who shows off the stuff that she just bought ^^v! )

I BOUGHT THE CUTEST PAIR OF SHOES AT ___ TODAY!
I am currently a very happy girl!

When-nesday?

2009-07-24T14:24:00.002+01:00

Wednesday has several impacts on myself. Some are good,some are urgh.
List of events that happened were:

1)There was an eclipse on that day. But Singapore somehow couldnt see it! Or was it just me?o_0 Whatever it was, I,SYAHILAH,DID NOT SEE ANY ECLIPSE OR A CHANGE IN TH SKY COLOUR WHATSOEVER! >:( bueh!

2)Wednesday is animal night at Okto. At 9pm,was an episode abt this big fat crocodile. And abt this man whu tries to capture it. INTERESTING SHIAT.
And at 10pm,thr was an episode abt(breathes in) WHALES. The extinction of whales to b exact.
It was like as if Okto was dedicating tht show to me!
And guess what,I MISSED IT.
I missed both th shows.
Thank you to the era of homeworks.
I couldnt sleep well that night,i could hear whale voices talking to me in dissapointment:(

3)On th brighter side of Wednesday,it was also th day that i found out Cotton On just opened a new outlet at Causeway Point.
Girls,get your running shoes and lets go on a shopping spree(or sprint) ah abeh!

4)I saw Nazrul on that day too! It has been God knows how long since i last saw him:D
And OMDG GUESS WHAT!
NAZRUL GOT BRACES!
I is so jealous when i saw it tho:-(

5)Lastly,i is a good girl on Wednesday becos i reached home before maghrib.
In fact,i is an excellent girl.

^^v!

Was that word you said 'haha'?

2009-07-21T11:22:00.002+01:00

I have been laughing alot w the clique(plus others more) these days.
Is that unhealthy?:/
I fear that it is.
Everyday,my serving for laughter will upsize by itself.

I NEED TO STOP LAUGHING!

You asked for it

2009-07-18T06:36:00.002+01:00

My dear teachers,
u have got to start accepting th fact that 3 Commitment stands up for one another.
Why? We are all united.
We do not care about gender,race or religion.
But we care about this thing called friendship and our rights.
You stared scolding one of us shamelessly,how could we not get mad?
One by one,practically everyone was speaking up and standing up for one another.
Like i've always said,"Hidup Mati CMT."

Btw,th controversy that happened was due to th fact that some classmates and myself were staying back in school after school ended.
-_-!

The conversation between myself and teacher in which,she scolded in front of everybody.

Teacher: Syahilah! Are your parents happy that you go home at 6pm everyday?(raising voice)
Me: YES!(does an exaggerated nod and smiles)
Teacher: Are you sure they are fine with it? They didnt say anything?
Me: Nope they never say anything. They ok with it.
Teacher: So if i were to call your parents,they would know tht you didnt lie and said tht you've been staying back in school?
Me: Ya. Go ah call.
Teacher: (stares) Why do you want to stay back in school? You should just go home.
Me: Cher,would you rather we all stay back in school or outside? My parents are happy enough i've been staying in school. They are fine with it! (muker case attitude kia)
Teacher: (stares and moves on to scold another person)

-_-

Another Day Has Gone

2009-07-16T10:58:00.003+01:00

I received an expected shock on 14/07,the Tuesday after school.
I call it 'expected' bcos i saw it coming. I knew that day would arrive.
My uncle,arwah Uncle Jab,had been suffering from colon cancer since last year.
What hurts me th most,is th fact that,he could have lived longer.
The doctor had this thing(idk whats th thing called) placed inside his body to help his condition,and to also allow him to live longer.
But he told us all early this year,that he wanted it to be removed.
Having it removed,would mean that his condition would get worse,thus causing him to pass away from it.
He said he was suffering from it being inside his body,and he would rather go thn to continue suffering.
We respected his decisions. Tho it meant his 'day' would come earlier,we all still accepted.

Tuesday was dramatic. Dramatic from all areas u could imagine.
As soon as brother fetched me personally from school,we cabbed down to arwah Uncle Jab's place.
As soon as i reached,most of th adults and relatives were thr.
From th ones i always see,to th ones that i dunt rmbr seeing.
I went straight to his room,and. I almost(but did not) broke down to tears,bcos he was like a living skeleton.
Take my word for it,he really looked like one.
His cheekbones were jutting out from his face,his collar bone was very very visible,his body shrunk into undescribable words,his yellow eyeballs were facing up,and he was breathing heavily.
It was difficult for me to see.
It was traumatising.

3.25pm shocked us all,as it was exactly that time tht arwah Uncle Jab left.
His wife was wailing and crying,his mother(my grandmother) cried her hardest,and my own mother cried her heart out as well.
At first,i didnt expect myself to cry,cos honestly,Uncle and i werent rly tht close.
But soon after,i found myself hysterically sobbing and crying and felt a deep chest pain due to all th intensive breathing in and out.
Brother whu happened to be bside me,pulled me in and hugged me.
I cried even harder :(
It was so hard to stop. So hard.

To think that at 3.24pm,he was still w us all,and right th next minute, he was gone.
And it traumatises me to know th fact that i actually saw th whole thing.
I witnessed his last breath.
His last breath before he went away.
I saw him breathed in deeply,and let it out.
Next moment i knew,he wasnt breathing at all.
I SAW IT.
I panicked. So did th rest.
Brother went over and checked his wrist for pulse,but he couldnt detect any.
My uncle left.:(

Th next day was his burial ceremony.
Before he was carried away to b buried,i managed to kiss his forehead.
Th first and last kiss ive ever given him.
I can never kiss him again. :(

Uncle Jab,since Tuesday,i have been praying tht u will rest in peace.
Sicne Tuesday,ur th last thought i think of before i go to sleep.
Sometimes,i'll hallucinate tht i see u still here w us,but thn reality would come crashing in,and make me realise that, no. Your not here anymore.
I recently 'saw' u in school,while i was walking to class.
Maybe it was just my imagination.
It must have been.
:(
Tho we werent that close before,i thank u for all th times we had together.
Be it u telling us ur jokes,or th motorcycle rides u gave me from time to time.
To make a long and sad story short, i love you.
<3

Rest In Peace.

That means war

2009-07-13T16:06:00.002+01:00

As majority of you would know,i recently had a spammer at my blog.
Which is so lame -_- At th internet world can talk big,but confirm in real life mcm kenet jeh siol.
Cos srsly,hate-tagging is th lowest kind of self-pride and th worst type of confrontation(not to mention bad-mouthing) that u can go.
One word for you cb: BODOH.
:)

Anyway,my main motive for this post is actually to seriously thank these people whu helped 'fight' this war w th spammer(or as Nash would call it,spermer). ^^

And th people are(in order according to the first tag) :
1)Aidah (forever eh kau th first one to back me up! haha)
2)Naim!
3)Enqi Vltines
4)Zafirah!^^
5)Sharul baby<33333333
6)Aidah(again-_-)
7)KYLA!
9)Ashley Ho!<333
8)Naim(AGAIN! haha:D)
9)Enqi again!;-)
10)SHARUL CINTA! (again. wah,alot of pple tagged twice eh i realised. haha)
11)Enqi! (dunt u get tired of my blog,vltines? haha.)
12)Ini Kyla lagi sekali.
13)NASH ABANGKU! ^^v

Fierce siah all ur tags:D!
Haha,from th bottom of my heart,i really wanna say thank you and tht i appreciate wht u guys have done so much!
CUTE AH YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL! <3

a devil beside you

2009-07-12T12:15:00.004+01:00

I is a bad Syahilah for th whole of this week.
Dah ada banyak dosa berkumpul di tangan kiri currently :(
I have made a promise to myself,that i will be a better Syahilah starting from next week onwards.

Pinkie swear.

Rewind,pause.

2009-07-11T11:36:00.007+01:00

For every month below,i've inserted pictures or a paragraph/sentence tht was quoted in my blog during tht point of time last year.

Each of th month below has different stories behind em.
Its for me to know,and for me to keep away.
Goodbye old Syahilah. Goodbye 2008.
:)

JANUARY

"awaaaaaak. kiter lapar! *sad face"
"awak nk kiter blanje mamam tk?"
"tanak ah. tk lapar sangat."

a few mins later..

"awaaaaaaaaaaak. kiter lapar! *throws tantrum"
"huh? abeh awak nk kiter belikan makanan tk?"
" urghhhhh! mrepek ah. tanak ah! *angry face"

FEBRUARY

1)Its a good thing i hv Dinah Mardhiana always by my side.
2)Friends turn to strangers, strangers turn to friends.

MARCH

1)New people are just new for a day,
then they become people.
-Anonymous

APRIL

Love. Whats love anyway?
cz i personally think im too immature to understand.
Really. look where it has gotten me to.
Im not whining, nor am i complaining.
its just tht, i cant find an answer.
so.. Whats love?

MAY

World, i hv a new profile about myself.

I'm Syahilah, the girl whu constantly makes people upset.
The one tht doesnt appreciate what nice friends she hv.
The one tht thinks she cn get everything.
The one tht doesnt understand what r e a l i t y is.
and especially, the one tht continuously hurts her friends.
in shorter words, she's your Kill Joy cum Party Pooper cum everything tht goes along with it.
avoid her dudeeee, avoid her.

JUNE

proof of me wearing Asyraf's jersey! :D

JULY

1)Cinta yg tk terbalas.

AUGUST

SEPTEMBER

OCTOBER

1)Adib invited us to his house to hv dinner, and i must tell you his father cooks th greatest egg man. Fanatic siah aku sama telur tu smalam.
But before tht meal, we planned on Friday's outing and suchs and kept calling up pple whu we want to come down for Pasir Ris beach untuk party. i hope Friday will be fun!

2) My post yesterday about people not needing love?
dunt trust it. Evryone needs love ok.
Everyone deserves love.
happy loving, people:)

NOVEMBER

This hurts more than words.
just leave me alone. i need time for Syahilah too.
Goodbye.

DECEMBER

1)Thanks for helping me put a smile on my face,once again.
I rly like it,but i like u more.
^^

Life is good,all over again:)

2)

Dear no lifers,

2009-07-11T04:55:00.004+01:00

Im not sure if th Great Singapore Sale is still on,but if it is,thn go purchase and buy a new life since ur current one sucks.
Since its th GSS season and all,i think u can get them for a cheaper price.
Serious shit siah,stop hate tagging.
-_-! It is lame beyond lame.

But,thanks for making my tagboard interesting :)

Mikael

2009-07-09T11:57:00.009+01:00

HANDSOME RIGHT?! Seriously.
This is 26 year old Michael Jackson,and i like him.
So handsome. T_T

Currently tengah feeling 'Michael Jackson' after watching his memorial.
Come to think about it,i hvnt had a post dedicated to him yet after his death.
To start it off,i wanna state down my top 3 favourite songs from him.
They would be Heal the World,Beat It and ofcos,You are Not Alone.
Sedih pls th video for 'you are not alone.' :(
I was in tears while watching it. Haha apparently Syahilah kental.

Btw! check out at 2:20 during th video.
I FIND MJ SUPER CUTE THERE! lol,k i know i sound abit 'wtf?'.
Haha but srsly,when he smiled while raising his eyebrows,that was a 1 second epic moment.
No kidding.
OMG CUTE SIAH! GO SEE!
Too bad he did it for only a while. lol -_-

He dedicated that video to his former wife, Lisa Marie Presley.
They divorced bcos of God knows what,but i wish they hadnt.
They look so cute :(

Anyway,u see that 26 year old Mikey up there?
His mine. ^^

No school for me

2009-07-09T05:48:00.000+01:00

I is happy but sick Syahilah currently.

Get back to th old days

2009-07-06T12:48:00.005+01:00

Youth day w Kyla was really youth-ly.
Kyla played w my hair and did a hair-bow(and a hair-pretzel) for my hair. ^^v
I loike. It is very cuteee :-D
I had fun also in th morning w Sharuloren(:p) kerana kami ate breakfast at Kentucky Fried Chicken tho we didnt even ate chicken. NYEEK!
I had waffle w eggs while my orange Boyfriend had a twister.:-)
He made me laugh alot in th morn. :-( evil fruit he is.
K now for pictures! (sorry thrs alot)

My Bestfriend :) <3

Hairbow!

I like my hairbow here!

Dunkin Donuts! Kyla named them all -_-

Hair-pretzel!

I is bunny Syahilah :-D

You have 1 new message

2009-07-05T11:02:00.005+01:00

Reminder-

1)Send camera for repair.

2)Get mummy to buy me new bag.

3)Get mummy to buy me Havaianas slipper in citrus orange. (pretty,my favourite colour!)

4)Grow hair till end of year. :-)

5)Decrease waist-length from 24cm to 23cm.

6)Do conch piercing? That is,if Cinta allows me to do uh.:)

[pierced at th inner part of th ear]
Its really rare,and i would love to do it before anyone else i know does it.
Im alr bored of my tragus piercing.

BUT I SCARED AH WANNA PIERCE CONCH! :-(

Famous Amos

2009-07-04T16:33:00.005+01:00

(Im doing this post while eating Famous Amos,yummy!)

So today was my 2month:D! Srsly time flies by real fast,no?
Supposed to meet at 12.30pm,but yours truly was having a dilemma on what to wear,so it stretched till 1pm. Nyaha sorry^^v
K today,we were supposed to go to Marina Barrage,andthn off to somewhere to eat chicken chop andthn before we get home,we'll buy sushi at Cold Storage like our initial plan,but HA HA.
Nth stated thr was accomplished. Tsktsk eh.

We first head down to Esplanade,thn off to town to get Cinta's shirt at Fareast,andthn watched a movie(part ni srsly wth! haha rly random and last minute),and we thn headed off to Esplanade again to see a live performance of a hiphop(?) genre band(th band was distubring eh btw!),and finally homed at 10.30pm.
I wasnt scolded by mummy at all,weee! Mayb she knew today was my 2nd month,thts why she let me off. Heeee!^^

Oh btw,we watched Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs in 3D!
ADORABLE SEY! I LIKE IT VERY MUCH!
["I thought you were a female!"]
And also,we smuggled Kfc into th theatre. Sharul and Syahilah,srsly eh pls eh -_-!
I must highlite tht today was srsly filled w laughters,k i knw th sentence 'filled w laughters' is very common and rather cliche,but srsly,we laughed more thn usual.
Cinta was very silly,cos he kept 'tersasol' like that. OMG SO CUTE!
I kept laughing at him,nyehehehehe :-P
And not to mention,we did alot of walking. I think my legs are as sexy as Angelina Jolie's now uh(k mayb not).
I had a sudden craving for Famous Amos cookies in th evening and so i dragged Cinta to Marina Square to find a shop tht sells em.
SUSAH PLS NK CARIK T_T
We finally found it at Watsons,in which i bought 2 bags of cookies. NYEHEH!
Another highlite would b th train-ride home,we talked and talked from Marina Bay all th way till Ang Mo Kio there,when we finally realised tht we've been talking non-stop.
After realising tht,we continued talking and talking again (srsly eh Syahilah,shuddup pls. lol) till we reached Marsiling.
And we kept cracking seriously lame jokes to one another. -_-!
Abit no life. Haha abit only.

There arent many pictures today,bcos my camera is down. Really sad:(
So oh well,i guess th memories of today in my mind will b more of a reminder of my 2nd month:-)
Ok,i love Sharulnizam.

SAYA SUKA INI! HEN KE'AI PLS!

I was srsly laughing.

]

He said he was a gymnast -_-!

Wo hen lei liao.

I keep giggling when i see this pic,dunt knw why.

Daiso $2

I took this ^^v

And cinta took this; i taught him how to use macro. :-D!

For my cinta

2009-07-03T16:17:00.007+01:00

This boy,i feel very grateful to have.

This boy,have been making me smile since 23 April 2009.

This boy,taught me how to look at th brighter side of life.

This boy,never fails to make me laugh.

This boy,have been tolerating my worst of th worst moodswings.

And

This boy,is th boy whu helped me to move on.

Dear Md Sharulnizam Bin Sanosi,

I have a thousand things to say to you right now,but i just dunt knw whr to start.

Let me start it off w how u can effortlessly make me smile.

Do you know tht,by just passing by me or looking my way when im sitting down at th canteen or anywhere else,u can make me jump around w joy inside?

I'll be smiling non-stop and be in a better mood after that,u can ask my friends.

Its simple things like this tht makes me so happy to have you.

Your dimple,ohmygod,i srsly feel like ripping it off and keep it in my pocket or smth.

When u smile and purposely(i,repeat,PURPOSELY!:p) show tht dimple,i feel like i am so lucky as to get to see that smile.

Your smile is as sweet as putting 10kg of sugar into a cake.

Maybe even sweeter.

Darling,i dunt even know how to express my feelings towards u.

I strongly believe in th sentence, "Actions speak louder thn words".

And i am going to follow through it.

Instead of just saying how much i love you,i am going to show it to you.

If i make some(or mayb alot) of mistakes along th way,do excuse me.

I am a girl trying to learn about love,and i choose to learn this w you,by my side.

I strongly feel that no other person is compatible for me,other thn you.

I know its only been 2 months tht we're together,but in this 2 months,you've showed and taught me alot of things.

And i am ready to learn a whole lot more.

Sometimes,i ask myself(and even some of my friends) if im worthy enough for you.

Sometimes,I feel that u can get a much better,prettier and nicer girlfriend thn me.

I've always felt tht im not good enough for you.

I fear of th day that u'll leave me.

And till today,i am afraid.

But no matter what,i'll be th best that i can be,just for you.

I've made very crucial mistakes when i was w my exes in th past,but i am trying to change,and b a better girlfriend.

I do not want to repeat those mistakes.

So cinta,trust me when i say this-

I need you in my life,and i love you.
<3

Hugs and Kisses,
Nur Syahilah Bte Sadikin.

WHY?!

2009-07-02T10:56:00.004+01:00

That was th question i asked myself(im beginning to talk to myself more and more this days) when i saw th several pictures below.
(its not too late to run and grab a plastic bag,just in case u vomit upon seeing th photos)

A freaking gigantic marine toad swallowing a freaking rat (faints)

Bunch of sickos.

AND I JUST DIED LOOKING AT THIS TWO PICTURES BELOW!!

I FIND IT SO DISGUSTINGGGG OMGOMGOMGOMG!
k i know im abit no life ah,searching for pictures of those motherfathers up there,but HEY! I'm a girl w sore-eyes and i am bored ok!

If i were to be a vet and work in th zoo one day(insya'allah),frogs and toads are th 2 types of patients i would not accept! Period!
Dunt get me wrong,i love all types of animals,from th most barbaric pigs to th venom-spitting snakes seriously,but ohmygod,frogs and toads i cannot tahan till today siah!
KNNBCCB!
Everytime i see em,especially those chikopeh-looking toads,i would shriek and shudder and literally find another route to walk,so i dunt hv to pass by them.
And have u ever seen those toads kept in cages in hawker centres? The seriously obese and humongous ones?
Narbey that one i cnt stand sial! Really makes th hair at th back of my neck stand and do moonwalk ala Michael Jackson.

I know i should not question God's creation,but srsly dude, WHY?!
WHY ARE THEY LIVING AND BREATHING ON THIS EARTH?!
i personally think that all these frogs and toads go by one slogan; 'Lets scare the shit out of this girl named Syahilah!'
And they communicate thru telephaty w one another,and whenever they spot me,any one of them,they'll scream and go "RIBBIT RIBBIT! RIBBIITTTTT!!"
translated: OI KAWAN-KAWAN! AKU DAH SPOT OUR TARGET! CHARGEEEEEEEEEE!!"

:-(!
I told u they were evil.

Solihin; The Joker

2009-07-01T12:29:00.001+01:00

Happy Birthday,best friend. :-)
I'm here for u whenever your sad,you know that.

<3

Presents? Issit Christmas already?

2009-07-01T10:12:00.004+01:00

July greeted me by giving me sore eyes early in th morning.
K,actually not July lah. but more to this girl,whu passed me her sore eyes infection.
And th girl that im mentioning is..

(lucky we dunt have swine flu,though)

Amalina Dayana,i love you for passing me ur infection,i am not kidding.
Firstly,i wasnt exactly in th mood to head to school cos of what happened ystd.
Secondly,i just got my period in th morning. (July is giving me alot of presents man)
and lastly,if i were to head to school,i have to wear th 10th Anniversary orange tshirt.
As much as i am a fan of th colour orange,th size of th shirt im not so crazy abt.
Size 'S' is like size 'M' god damn it. -_-
But it is a very comfortable shirt to sleep with.:-)

I complained(haha!) to my 1st brother abt th sore eyes,cos srsly,it was painful. i couldnt even open my eyes properly:-( i is sad Syahilah.
So brother was so sweet as to call his workplace,informing them tht his not coming.
Reason is because he wntd to send me to Poly to get mc.
NYEHEHEH!
Oh,and th best part about today is,..
I AM ON MC FOR 3 DAYS!^^v
Which means im only coming to school next Monday,weeee!
Gonna party siah at home. K maybe not.

So,July,thank you so much for th 3 presents(the sore eyes,me getting my period today,and lastly th 3 days of mc) on th 1st day of th month.
I really need th rest:-)

3 people in 1 day?

2009-06-30T12:35:00.003+01:00

Humans.
They tend to shock you. They tend to embarrass you. They tend to hurt you.
And above all,they tend to make u cry.

Maybe God wanted me to notice something. To realise something. To..
I don't know.
See what's just right infront of me .

You can't read my pokerface

2009-06-29T15:08:00.004+01:00

I'm tired of looking brave. When im actually unsure inside.
I'm tired of keeping things in my heart,lying about how i am feeling. I'm tired.
I'm tired of appearing ignorant,but in fact,deep down all this still affects me.
It still does.
I'm human too,remember?
And i'm tired. Tired of all this drama series happening in my life.
Please,i've done my part to behave with you.
Please do yours.

My friends are your friends,vice versa.

2009-06-27T05:40:00.013+01:00

Th Thursday must be one of my most tiring days yet.
Th 25th,was totally spent outdoors from early morning to late at night.
Thursday was also an epic day,cos i didnt take alot of pictures like i usually do. ;-)

Asyraf Almusaddiq first gave me a wake-up call at 6am(so nice right this boy? so nice i feel like kicking him seh) and thn made sure i was still awake after the call by sending me texts continuously.
At abt 7am,i thn gave Sharulcinta a wake-up call,in which he was alr awake.
Wow,first time eh wake up so early:P
Left th house at 8am.

After meeting th classmates at Macs,i went to meet Cinta and we thn head-off to Chong Pang's padang Ah Tong to watch Outbacks play ball.
Reached there,greeted everyone,and settled. Adib showed me his smiley peircing,in which i got so jealous. Heh,i miss that guy alot.
While Cinta watched th match,i think i was busy playing w Rock Band at his PSP. OMG ADDICTIVE!
Fatin was bugging me non-stop,resulting me to having to tickle her neck.^^v
Cinta got energised watching th game,and kept going "U,ade baju kuning tak? i nak main ah!".
Hehe,funny cinta.
After th match,we ate our lunch at Macs and head off to Intch. to meet his friends.

Bus-ed to East Coast and played psp for practically 3/4 of th journey.
At Ecp,i saw 2 groups of pple; Lyana's clan as well as my class. WEEEE :-D
Th whole afternoon was thn spent w Cinta's friends,whom i think made me laughed thru out th day,be it Rahmat with his funny antics,or Syohir whu constantly avoids taking pictures.
The girls(Kak Nadhirah,Kak Yana,Kak Aini,Kak Myra and Kak Shad. lol i typed in so many 'kak's),were really friendly too,making me feel comfortable.
:-)
We thn Burger King-ed before heading home.

K now,i shall tell u th 2 Syahilah highlites for that day.
Firstly,at Burger King,i spilled Milo onto th floor. SIOLLLLL,MALU SIAH! Thn i still had th cheek to go to th counter and ask for refill,nyaha! But srsly,malu siah when th Milo fell.
I think my face went like this >> o_O
Secondly,i went home beyond th curfew time i had given myself,which was 9pm.
I is bad girl that day cos i reached home at 10.30pm.
Like what Kak Nad said to me- "Harini jadi bad girl. Good girl gone bad eh".

Oubacks won,btw:-D

Baby mengapa sad?

Hot Cinta;-D

Happening.

A brother since 07'<3

Cinta!

The guys.

The girls.

Kak Myra!^^v

Kak Nad!^^v

Cinta made me go into th water.

I love you like how i love oranges<3

After two years,i finally have a picture w him. lol-_-

After spilling Milo,lol!

Kak Yana!^^v

Appreciation

2009-06-23T16:00:00.001+01:00

Jabbar says:
hey!
i love ur blog sia!
Syahilah is your #1: D says:
zang! why?
Jabbar says:
cam bnyk benda...bnyk gmbr...
Syahilah is your #1: D says:
is that good?
Jabbar says:
YES
Syahilah is your #1: D says:
loll ok ok!
Jabbar says:
aku selalu view blog kau w/o fail sia

This made my day! Thank you Jabbar :-D

2009-06-23T15:20:00.002+01:00

i will reply to all tags soon! i know im a bad blog owner,not replying to my tags:-(
but i have been very busy lately,lol i know this reason is common.
but really,im busy. (gives serious face)

Daddy's only little girl

2009-06-21T16:00:00.010+01:00

(Silly daddy:D)

(Yes,im whiter than my dad. lol!)

Before the clock strikes midnight,indicating th end of th day,i would like to wish Mr Sadikin a very happy Father's Day!
Thank you for loving and nurturing me for 15 years.
Thank you for always caring for me.
Thank you for forgiving all my mistakes-from the ones that are silly to the ones that are hurtful.
Thank you for giving me a smile when i need one.
Thank you for being strict w me in th gentlest way possible.
Thank you for showing me whats right and whats wrong.

(K now to th more serious part. lol!)

Thank you for paying my outstanding handphone bills since forever.(i was told my hp bills for this month is $245-_- Ya'Allah Syahilah,mengucap lah.)
Thank you for allowing me to go home late. Seriously,i thank Ayah alot.
Thank you for giving me money. (-_-)
Thank you for never beating me up. For 15 straight years,my father has never lay his finger on me to beat me up or anything. Thank you for that.
Thank you for raising your voice at me,to show that i am wrong.
Thank you for cooking th best telur dada ever!
Thank you for teaching me how to be goofy (like u:p)
Thank you for always mentioning "Ni anak dara aku sorang prompuan. Kene jage dier btul btul ni*messes up my hair*" whenever a relative asks abt me.
Thank you for letting me grow up independently,and not controlling me.
And thank you,Ayah,for having me in your life.

I love you,have always had,will always will.
I'll make u proud.

I remember,when i was a little girl,everytime i fell down and had a scratch or bruise on my knee or wherever,i will always complain to ayah.
He will thn suck his thumb(which will thn b coated w saliva) andthn rub it on my wound.
He will thn say "That will make it feel all better".
Surprisingly,it worked.
His saliva on my wound made th injury feel all better.
Told you my daddy is a superhero (well,at least his saliva is).

More pictures,folks

2009-06-19T14:40:00.009+01:00

Yup,there are more pictures coming ur way.
Reason is due to th meeting up session Atiqah,Emma and yours truly had again,to 'study'.
Please do note that i put inverted commas on th word study. U knw wht i mean;)
We first trained to Dhoby Ghaut cos i wanted to purchase some stuffs at Cotton On since thr's no CO outlet at Bugis. Really,they should go open an outlet at Bugis alr.
We thn trained to Bugis and walked arnd Bugis St. for awhile whr i bumped into Sabrina Peanut and NadRock :D! Me like this part cos me got free hugs.
Walked to National Lib,and settled down. In less thn 5 mins,our minds got distracted so we thn decided to go to th garden to,yes,take multiple pictures.
That explains th pictures taken below.
^^v
(Sorry i keep having many pictorial posts:( U guys must be tired seeing so many pictures already)

I love this woman,alot <3

Get em shades,yo.

Manja eh Syahilah eh.

I is got chubby cheeks:-)

Ini Sharul punya.

Favourite picture ^^v (but Matin Holmberg says i look horny here-_-)

HAK-KEDUSH! (sound effect mahal please $50/hour)

Muka miang pls Syahilah -.^

Syahilah fat :-(

Syahilah suka ini pictoreeeee ^^v

I was laughing. -.^!

I like those two picts above!

I LOVE EMMA!

I was laughing..

And was still laughing.

Andthn i finally stopped. But th look on Emma's face looks like im giving her a butt-job -.-

I almost fell k.

I is look abit Chinese here,no?

TOILET KIA!

Goodbye National Lib. ;-)

I fucking love her eyebrows pls!

Paparazzi siah Emma -.-

I keep laughing sey thruout.

I think i was complaining about smth,lol!

Budak Cina di kanan.

Act cute siak Syahilah,someone pukul pls.

Say what?

HAPPY THREE FRIENDS,WHOT!<3

2009-06-19T05:35:00.003+01:00

Yellow ;-)
I feel like ive been a rather bad blogger cos all i do for th recent posts is to just update briefly abt my day and post 10 zillion pictures.
Tsktskk,naughty Syahilah.
So this afternoon,ive decided to talk about my life for a bit. (this is your cue to leave this page cos my life = boring).

Firstly,i would like to announce that my homeworks are untouched. Haha,that must b th understatement of th year!
I feel no motivation in any areas to do my works,not even for Physics; th subject im currently in love and wna have sex with.
Idk whats up. Maybe its moodswings,PMS,or..wait! i know what it is- its called being 'LAZY'.
Hhaha,i hope MOE entends th holiday period to another week.
If this happens,i promise i'll dedicate that week to completing my homeworks,scouts honour siol.
So yes,let Chirstmas come early this year and bless us all w another week of holidays!

Secondly,my mutherfucking hp will be sent off for repair in a few hours time later when im going out(note:im not showered yet)!
Goodbye to th days whr it constantly shuts down and goodbye to th days whr i will go "NARBEY CHIBAI SIAPE SURO KAU OFF?!" while pointing to my hp,screaming at it.
(I presume th headlines for tomorrow's newspaper would be 'Girl,15,sent to jail for hurling vulgarities in public and disturbing residences'.)
Currently,i am using a very old Nokia model,as in really old. I suspect dinosaurs used it back when they were in th 'technology' era. My hp has no camera,mp3 player and heck,not even a radio function.
But its th dopest shit cos it has a flashlight.
Tell me right now,does ur mobile have flashlight at th top? No right?:-P
Hahaha,i can feel an aura of jealousy coming towards me.

Niways,i wish to bring up th topic of our hot weather climate. (this is to please th environmentalist-segment of my 'green' readers).
As u all know,this is due to none other thn,global warming.
In simple and idiot-proof words,global warning means hot and sweaty peepol.
Hot and sweaty peepol means no more cute and handsome guys for us girls to oogle on bcos their faces would most prolly melt into this substance i would call 'eww!'.
So i say,fuck global warming and lets do our part to save Gaia.
(note:Gaia is our mother Earth btw,not ur nasi lemak seller downstairs)

do simple things like switching off th electricity when ur not using it and make walking ur transportation for short distances rather thn riding th bus,mrt or taxis.
I know this sounds very corny and cheesy,but too bad i like cheesy things. k lol!
What im trying to say is,if a lazy lard like me can do these 2 i've mentioned above,why not u guys? Cos i presume most of u probably fall under th 'lazy lards' group or th 'slightly more hardworking lazy lards' group.
Whatever it is,SAVE THE EARTH ALREADY!

Epic

2009-06-18T17:42:00.000+01:00

sHaRuL - Jingga says:
i love u as far as i can touch the stars that is shining on us this night

Eeiiik :)

Good Sunday

2009-06-16T13:19:00.009+01:00

I had a very,very enjoyable Sunday thanks to Atiqah Skinnychick and Emma Bobemma.
We met up after a good two years and finally catched up.
Day was spent walking all over town,homed @9pm.
Ive been going home earlier and earlier this days (Y). Me likey!

p/s: my flower ring broke :-(

I SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM! (how cliche)

We did our part for th environment ;-)

Syahilah?

I should really stop talking -.-

Taken by Emma,nice one.

Ronald was soo checking me out.

And i therefore,made out w him. (Im dead if Sharul sees this)

I was eating my big cookie.

I look skinny here. ME LOIKE!

BIG COOKIE!

We're walking on sunshine.

Atiqah,i love you.

I love u too lah Emma,tkmu mrajuk.

Street performance!

I like th effect of th lights behind.

Atiqah

Emma

Syahilah

Emma nice to eat.

Favourite picture- "Happy Three Friends".

It looks like im getting a butt-job.

Look,im a fish!

I was bored -_-

Good girls go home before 9pm; imma good girl ^^v

2009-06-15T10:58:00.000+01:00

I want this tshirt please and thank you.

Shamu

2009-06-15T10:26:00.003+01:00

short description: The show "Believe" features a video of a young boy inspired by an orca who grows up to be the primary character of the show - a Shamu trainer. This male trainer then chooses a young audience member, asking his or her desired occupation and giving the child a carved Shamu necklace so that the child can "Believe."

EEEEIIIKKKK! SAYA MAHU SHAMU!
Shamu is so,so adorable. And she's a killer whale; my favourite type of whales!
I want to study hard,get a good paying job(as in a really good one,lol) and then travel to Orlando,Florida.
Why,u ask?
Cos i want to go to Sea World,and meet Shamu.
That is my dream. :)

Killer whales; the reason why im studying.

Curse u technology

2009-06-14T16:13:00.002+01:00

Cb,whats wrong w technology siah nowadays.
First,my hp keeps shutting down like nobody's business. Cb,need new hp.
Second,my camera's cover lens da setengah nazak. Breaking soon i think.
Third,Facebook keeps having error whenever i wna upload pictures. Eh cb whats ur problem?
Screw u -_- haha my tolerance level dah negative 1 eh.

Ive been cursing for 30mins non-stop since just now.
Hhaha,my name will now be in th book of records.
^^v

ps: i want to disown my hp. anyone wants to adopt?

15 monkeys out to play!

2009-06-11T16:25:00.012+01:00

Today was th supposed 'class' outing,but i think 'the usual people' outing is a more correct term to use.
Reason is bcos today,th only pple whu can make it today is only th usual pple tht usually hang out together like we usually do together. Haha. :D
Ok so they are Aida,Amalina,Zuriati,Azilla,Aminn,Filkhairi,Acap,Solihin,Aziimi,Qing Yang,Rudi,Arep,Deen&Mashidayu,and of cos myself.
Yours truly asked everyone to meet at 9am@Bns but guess whu was th latest? SYAHILAH!
And im proud if it. HAHA PRANGAI PIG.
Ok to put today in a sentence,we met in th morning,had much fun in th afternoon,went home in th evening,Sharul thn sent me home at night and i was home at 9.30pm.
Now,go see pictures go see pictures! :D:D:D

ps: Enqi and Carrie,wish u were there w us all.
pps: there are about 300plus pictures today,no kidding T_T
pps: i look like one minahrep today,i admit. Haha but just for today :P
ppps(haha bnyk siah!) : as usual,original size of photos at Facebook k;) take from thr.

Goodmorning sunshine!

My volleyball ^^v

Gua sayang sama ini budak.

MAT REP KAN SATU SATU -.^!

Me look chubby!

Ass. :D

Sun on my face.

Waiting.

Minah wep.

I took this shot,nice right i know no need to mention ^^v

Th boys think kirekan fierce uh gitu.

Budak Jepun beside me.

Me love my straw hat <3

Orange hair is th new sex ok.

Focus on th top right corner,nyaha can see Deen! :D

Syahilah tidak sengaja minah rep today.

AZIIMI!

HAHA HE GOT A BUTT-JOB!

Supergirl!

I love this shot please.

I switched into Supergirl!

I took this,again.

Picture perfect! (favourite pic of the day)

Flasher. haha.

QING YANG!

Sengaja eh Solihin eh tunjuk pacs.

This was a failure-.^ Initially wntd to do a jump shot.

Rudi!

My baby.

I was sad cos he didnt wna take a picture w me:(

Fil wanted to stand on Asyraf's shoulder. but thn..

KEBABOM CRASH! he fell xD

Thn Arep pulak nk try. and thn guess what!

HAHA HE FELL TOO xD

DICK!

Steam eh Solihin? :D

BABIKU!

tired ah pls.

Syahilah.

Muker budak kecik.

HAHA AMAL! look whu's behind Rudi!;) u know i know.

Babygirlsku Amalina dan Aida!

I WAS PIGGY-BACKED! WEEEE!

Zuriati ku cinta!

Azilla ku cinta!

Jason Mraz mania.

SLUUUUURRRPEEEE!

Solihin jahat siah. He didnt smile when he took ths pic w me,but he smiled whn he take pic w Azilla and Zuriati above. :(! lol.

I LOVE THESE TWO!<3

Arep took th other pair of rollerblade:(

Busker,no?

Please eh korang eh. haha!

Thn never hug me?:(

We're practically a Jazz Pallas-infested class.

Im like, 'milk baguuuuus!' -.-

Hehehe saya suka ini gambar.

Arep,please eh tak sexy eh.

Me took this ^^v

After bathing,weee!

Dope like this.

Riley Rainen.

Aminn :D!

Me love my camera alot!

Scattered about.

Filkhairi oinkoink.

Home sour home.

2009-06-09T06:13:00.003+01:00

OMG:D As i was posting th previous post about Gina Tan,i saw this at her blog!

"went to find my precious daughter,Syahilah♥ .
I seriously miss the time I had with her in band .
I remember how we use to rely on each other to play our solo.
the time when she's sick and I've to babysit her,I don't mind.
I'm actually enjoying all the time spent with her ,because I love her .
I'll try to go back more often to see her and joke with her ."

HOW SWEEET!:D and such a coincidence too,cos i was just thinking about her.
Hehe,love u lah!

Wo xiang ni,Ma.

2009-06-09T06:13:00.001+01:00

I miss my mother so very much.
Band is not the same without her.
:'(

A bird once told me,

2009-06-07T14:32:00.002+01:00

"Even if th whole world lets me down,i still have myself to love."
Hhaha,i find this sentence very,very inspiring. Motivates me somehow.

Ok,i just earned 40bucks today,yippie! Helped out Sabrina Tan w her mother's catering service for jemputan. As usual,had to become th kendarat yang hand out th berkat to th guests.
HAHA MABUK PLS!
Cos some,either Sabrina or myself would hv alr given th berkat,but they keep alr. Thn me/Sab wouldnt know what,cos thr are too many guests,so we tend to give pple berkat 2 times.
Nah,amek la korang telur bunga bnyk bnyk. Gi main jauh jauh. Ahahha;)
Bfore i forget, one of today's highlite would b th prank tht Sab's brothers and his friends did.
In th telur bunga right,they go and take out th telur inside and placed a roasted chicken's head(i repeat,HEAD!!) inside.
Like literally w all th eyes and beak and all that. THE HEAD OK!(shudders sepuluh kali)
Thn they go place inside th basket where all th other telur bunga(s) were in,so that one 'lucky' guest would eventually take th telur bunga w th chicken's head inside.
HAHA MATURE RIGHT WE?:D

On a different note,i've been a lazy, but round(haha!) ass for this whole week.
Reason being i hv lost 96.35% of my enthu-ness to excercise.
I keep eating,but i dunt see myself excercising after that.
I keep piling on food,like today for example,when i kept eating th cupcake muffin at jemputan non-stop.
When i go home alone ths days,i dunt take th stairs anymore like usual, I just go all "alah,tmrw cn take stairs la" but th tmrw nvr comes.
:(Me no likey.
I is turning into Fat Syahilah.

So to turn things around,i am doing 50 crutches before i sleep today. Haha i know got no effect,but it just makes me happier k.
At least i knw i did some form of exercise bfore i sleep.
HAHA -.-

ok,im off to play JamLegend now. Thanks again Hafieqa dearest for intoducing th game;)
I give u airbatu when sch reopen<3
CHEERIO READERS!

Syahilah?

2009-06-05T05:24:00.001+01:00

You were born on 31 October 1994, Monday.

POSITIVE : This girl is honest, tough, alert, not easy to give up independence and know how to manage your relationship. Pleased by others. She is generous, energetic, hardworking, precise and good in managing her financial matter. In love, she give her best and ready to sacrifice everything.

NEGATIVE : Short temper, wouldnt back off in fight.

I'm yours

2009-06-04T17:18:00.005+01:00

ZANGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I WENT OUT W A MAT REP TODAY! ^^v
Today is Md Sharulnizam's and myself punya 1 month,and as promised,he brought me to Henderson Waves. :D EEIIK!
Camwhore-d with this mat rep(bluek:p!) quite alot and saw several animals and in-sex(insects) thr.
We thn lunched at Vivo's Burger King in which we ate BK'S Super Seven-inch Burger or smth like that. Mcm konek pls th burger? as in literally. Its like we were giving it a blowjob or smth.
After lunch,we met up w Hadi and his cousin to go see StreetsFestival nye dance event for awhile.
Homed at 10.30pm.
In short,saya sayang Sharulku <3

ps: Sharul gian harini. srsly-.- he kept imagining things at Vivo cos he saw alot of stuffs that are rather 'adult-content' thr:p Plus,he kept sayng "lay on thetable". -.-!!!

pps:There arent that much pictures today,btw :)

He took this shot cos i was too scared of putting my hand inside th log. -.^!

I wna take th cable car soon):

Candid. Omg i look like a minah rep siol w tht hair colour._.

coughMAT REPcough :)
:)

Inside The Jewel Box. That place is awarded The World's Best Toilet. (-.-!)

Srsly mcm mat rep kan. :P

Henderson Waves.

He did this at th last minute before th camera snapped th picture. so sweet!^^

Cant see baby's face ._.

Saya sayang ini budak.

Sudah tired lo.

♥

Monday blues

2009-06-03T11:57:00.004+01:00

On the Monday.

Premenstrual Stress Syndrome

2009-06-01T14:31:00.003+01:00

What a sad day.

Roadrun'09

2009-05-29T13:47:00.005+01:00

[Original size of photos on my Facebook.]

Early at 6am.

The she-males.

I love Aidah's sportshoes):

Pretty right!

The girls.

Caught cam-whoring.

With Ms Chala and Mr Su!

Asyraf's hand. -.-!! sebok sahaje.

Solihin took this ok.

Asyraf insisted on this pohto to b taken. -.-!

With our NCC 'hunks'. coughcough.

Haha we did this at th same time w/o planning:D

I SERIOUSLY LOVE MY ENQI<3

That is Enqi's hand eh.

Photos would b incomplete w/o pouting,no?

SAYA SAYANG AZILLA!:D:D:D

Extra eh Syakir eh.

Rindu ni budak!;) ily Farna.

Nessa!

We look alike right?! seriously.

In this photo,i feel th similarity between our looks is obvious.

SAYA CINTA AMALINA DAYANA!

After th run,i crashed straightaway into Aidah's lap. haha!

My strong pillar<3 She's always there for me.

Eh lapar ok lepas lari!

I took picture w Raymond!

Evidence tht i ran 3.5km^^v

I SAW AN AEROPLANE!

H20 on th go.

Amal Lina; ini budak kecik ku cinta sekali.
She's like my baby.

FARHANA!<3

Thanks Razis for snapping ths 2 pics:)

Leaning on Azilla's back.

I miss this bird;Dinah Mardhiana(<3!!!) ):

Solihin!

Fatigue.

I took a picture w an ape:p

Ice Kacang!

$2 worth it.

Tempting,ain't it?

Mcm chipmunk. hehehe.

I am camera-shy sey. (mcm phm)

Being girls.

Hidup Mati Commitment!;) <3

As hard as fucking a frog

2009-05-29T11:25:00.006+01:00

First and foremost,its 6.26pm and im home from Roadrun.
I owe alot of people alott of pictures so yeah,i went to th computer straight w/o bathing. ZANG!
haha,so if u discover a stench at ur desktop area after exiting my blog,at least u'll know why.

Ok roadrun this year was hard. Its as hard as fucking a frog. (its hard ok fucking a frog! u try it!)
Hard bcos there's a hill at one point and i was alr sweating like a cow.
Though th route is shorter thn last year's,it was still a challenge for me as being Syahilah, i do not like running or fast walks of any kind.
Basically,my stamina is not like a dog's.
(ps: u may have realised i used alot of animals for description,this is to widen my animal vocabulary. Haha,NOT!)

On a much lighter(and one that is less sweaty) note,i am contented w my scores for my Science papers! Especially in Physics siols.
So happy that i feel like digging up Sir Isaac Newton(Physics was practically born in his blood) and give him one kiss and a lovebite even!
lol-.-!
From a D8(or wassit an F9?) for Common Test to an A2 for Mid Year! And to add on to my happy meal,i am top 3 in class:D I am a happy Physics student please!^^v
And for Biology pulak,from a D8 to a B3!
WEEEEEEEE! Ms Gan aint that bad afterall(im only saying this cos i dunt wna get into trouble w her later. haha!)
Syahilah good girl.

June holidays are here,once again. It felt like just one year ago that i had my June holidays.
HAHA SYAHILAH BBL KONEK! memang June holidays was one year ago peh-.^!
I have alot in store for me this hols,be it w Band practices,Art remedials,schoolworks,family time and ofcos th main highlite,going out w peepol yg ku cinta.
Easier said,my June hols are fully booked alr for every single day. Im not kidding.
All this talking about outings makes me ponder about money.
Sigh,i is sad when think about kaching. :(

Lastly,im anticipating for th 4th of June,which is in 6 days time. im even doing a countdown for it;)
it'll b my monthsary w Md Sharulnizam Bin Sanosi in which i think he will b bringing me to Henderson Waves?
idk la:)
WEEEEE! Ku tidak boleh menantikan kehadirannya!(Mdm Norhayati insists on th usage of more Malay)

I shall end my rather lenghtly post here as i presume u readers must b tired alr.
God,i am so nice siolololololol. HAHA self-praising is smth i'll nvr get tired of;)
cheerio!

p/s: i scored 100% for both "How well do u know Sharul?" quizzes on FB! HAHA ^^v
what a good girlfriend i am.

Jabbawockeez

2009-05-23T08:21:00.002+01:00

Gambar ni hot T_T

Rynan Paguio 'Kid Rainen'

Ben Chung 'B-Tek'

Jeff Nguyen 'Phi'

dorang hot gile. :O! Haha,my one eh this 3.

Is your favourite colour blue?

2009-05-21T11:18:00.002+01:00

A Thursday spent w Aidah. ^^v

Our friendship is as strong as th molecular structure of solids <3

2009-05-19T07:38:00.023+01:00

"If you want to see a change and an improvement to a situation,u must first make th change so an improvement is possible."

[Starbucks with about 1/4 of th class to mug(kind of) on Physics.
I brought my camera along and everyone went nuts!]

Tho we all come from pretty different backgrounds,i believe we all can relate to one another.
Its safe to say tht our class is th most bonded out of th rest. i think ah,haha.
3 Commitment mah ;)
I love u guys,now till forever.

ps:u can get th original size photos on my facebook. For those w no facebook accounts,haha in your face!:P

I is fierce Syahilah.

Lets just kill everbody!

Aminn cute kan!

Aidah pn cute jugak la tu. (haha:p)

Colihin!

and this guy again!

Siape sey take this picture?-.^

AZILLA!

I love my Zuriati; th strong babe<3

I love my Azilla jugaaaa! <3

Th boys and i:)

They always quarrel-.-!

Sexy lady.

MY PRETTY VALENTINES!

Azilla tangkap cantik! haha :p cute la this girl!

She looks like some Mandarin popstar,no?

I know u love me,Zuriati.

Mcm phm siah we blajar.

Wo de Vltines ey!<3<3

Issit just me,or do Enqi and i somehow look alike?o_0

My babygirls,Amalina and Aidah <3<3<3

Aziimi! always up for a laugh this guy :D

Meet my happy meal:) (plus Amalina tho she's not in th picture)

Matrep kan this guy?!

Amalina and her boy.

Qusyairi and Asyraf!

Th guy standing above is known as my pig:)

Syahilah!

Rudi tangkap handsome! haha! :D

Doing what he does best- looking like an ape!:P

Aidil and Amalina.

Asked Solihin to take a pic w us,but he chose to do tht instead -.-

Sharulku!

Favourite picture w my favourite girls! <3

Ku cinta Amal baby!

kirekan mcm hip-hop lah -.-

PSP- a technology to distract men's attention from women.

150cm short. ):

I took a picture w a matrep :O

Arep kirekan cute ah gitu.

Hi nama saya Syahilah dan saya suka Sharulnizam.

I look abit cinoneh here.

SEE! i told u PSP is distracting!

Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi!

Asyraf- th only person whu actually really studied there.
th rest smuer jgn harap ah!

2/6 of The Coterie <3

I didnt know they took this shots above sey until i was browsing thru th pics.
AWW SO SWEET OF U GUYS!

Asyraf!

I wasnt in th several shots taken above bcos i went down to eat Macs w th guys.
sedih!):

SAYANG DORANG SKALI!

this was taken using self-timer cos th rest lazy to take a picture for us.
JAHAT KAN DORANG):

i will only stop loving Aidah after forever <3

FILKHAIRI!

kami budak tiada rumah.

i was sad cos i wanted to go meet Sharul,thn they didnt allow.
HAHA KIDDING :D
butthn srsly,i didnt get to meet Sharul in th end):

Taken by Solihin. (see th leg in th picture? thts his)

dunt ask me wht they were doing o_0

Sol,yours truly,Fil and Aminn.

I was in a bad mood(tht explains my face-.-!),and Aminn was trying to cheer me up.
how sweet!

Lucky

2009-05-17T05:19:00.004+01:00

pssssssst.
saya sayang Sharulnizam! (<3!)

;) true that!

(written out of boredom)

ps: rindu.

Letters A-Z

2009-05-15T13:48:00.005+01:00

Pretty. thats what u are,till i get jealous and overwhelmed sometimes.
Ive underestimated,and underjudged u.
My apologies.
Cos ur more thn that,and i knw tht thts true.

Sorry.
Cos i dunt rly hv anything to be proud of unlike u.

My friends really rock\m/

2009-05-05T14:21:00.005+01:00

On Tuesday after th language exams,Syahilah dragged along her bestfriends,Aidah and Amalina,to go to Bugis w her. In sch uniforms eh btw.
Why? Cos she wanted to collect her photos which were alr processed and ready thr.

HAHAHA FREAK RIGHT THIS SYAHILAH PERSON?! srsly ah!
Sorry eh Aidah and Amal for making u two follow me. I literally inisisted them to tag along w me ah to go to Bugis,straight after sch in our uniforms.
But best part is,after we collected my photos,we ate dinner at th makan house there.
Makan murtabak tau!
Tapy,th murtabak very nice. i recommend it uh! Cheap also,th large one only costs $6.
Th place is air-conditioned(second level) and there's a very nice view of th Masjid Sultan infront.
So yes,to summarise today up,th girls and myself went to Bugis to have murtabak for dinner.
-.^ no lifers.
So to celebrate our lifeless-ness,we camwhored like mad alot.
ENJOY!(and drool over th murtabak)

Babygirls ku <3

k i hv th same pose-.-

Aida-fi :D

I hv no idea why i was laughing o.0

Babi oinks.

It was a killer!

First we advertise th food.
Then we advertise th drinks:)

i look like a small kid-.-

Skinny Girls.

2009-05-04T12:01:00.004+01:00

Skinny girls look pretty.
Skinny girls look nice.
Skinny girls look happy.

I want to be a skinny girl.
I have to be a skinny girl.
I MUST be a skinny girl.

(Don't worry,i know my limits and i wunt overdo it.
I wunt put my health in jeopardy.
Its just that,i want to lose a few more pounds and be skinnier)

There is enough love lah,cos i just ordered more.

2009-05-03T13:11:00.003+01:00

I still believe in sticking to my principle of not hating anyone.
Cos like i've said,hating someone is lower than low,and not to mention it is ridiculous and mad insane.

So cmon,be a hate-free person today.
Sign up a class and learn it from me:)

Friends

2009-05-02T06:10:00.004+01:00

Since Syahilah tengah feeling counsellor and wise owl kan,i'll share what i've learnt in life so far.

If you want to please every single person in life,you will never be able to please yourself.

Dunt understand that? Nvrm,i'll put it in a more Singapore-culture term.
Lets say A hates u and u have other mutual/best friends like B and C also. U try so hard to make A not hate u anymore,but in th process of making A not hate u,u spent less time w B and C and other alphabets. In th end,A doesnt hate u anymore,but B and C hates u now.
Thn now, u try to make B and C not hate u. So u start giving all ur time and attention to B and C again,and guess what? A hates u again.
Congratulations,ur back to square 1. And not to mention,u'll feel down 24/7 cos first this person hates u,thn tht person hates u.

Complex right life? i know but im not sick of it.
Know why? Its things like this which makes me realise and thn cherish what i've got.
It makes me realise who are actually there for me, and they are th one who are always there for me from the start. I wunt hv realised ths if things like this didnt happen. Thts why im thankful when hardship comes along(provided its not so hard ah-.-)
Cos what matters th most is what th people who love and care for u think about u,
rather thn what th people whu hate or does not like u think about u. U get me?
In th end,u spend time w th pple who love and care for u,not th pple whu hates u,right?
To sum it all up,be ignorant abt those haters and make those who love u smile.
:)

Take this from Syahilah the owl ok.
lol nicknameku tk glamour siols.

Swine-zone

2009-05-02T03:04:00.005+01:00

[Found on the internet,bigstupididiot.com]
CUTE SIOL! :D

10 Reasons NOT To Hate Swine

The media has their panties in a bunch over the SWINE FLU. Sure it's killing people and causing panic throughout the streets, but it's also building up hate towards our precious pork providers. Is it fair to dislike pigs after all they give to us? We are not just talking food, we are talking entertainment. Here are 10 reason not to hate swine.

10. Piglet - A true friend to those in the 100 acre woods. He's cute, harmless and probably going to sue us for using his image.

9. Spider Pig - He showed us it's okay to pick up our house cats and walk them on our ceilings.
8. Pumbaa - You could argue that he is a boar and might not qualify to be on the list but he farts a lot and that's funny.

7. Babe - A little pig with a big heart. Though we will admit we did want to eat him during the sequel.

6. Miss Piggy - Taking something good, add boobies to it and it's great. It's like putting a bra on furniture, you'll keep it forever. (does that even make sense?)
5. Hamm - Perhaps the voice of reason in the Toy Story films and a vehicle to keep John Ratzenberger working.

4. Wilbur - The curious little pig from Charlotte's Web who at one time in our lives brought a tear to our eyes and some bacon to our stomachs.
3. Arnold Ziffle - The pig from Green Acres which helped stereotype that all red necks are dumb goons.
2. The Three Little Pigs - Perhaps the first story of pigs we were ever told. We could listen to their tale for hours, until we got a little older and realized they were sort of dicks and we start cheering for the wolf.
1. Porky Pig - Our favorite pig of them all. The stuttering buffoon who hangs out with Ducks and Rabbits who treat him like crap, but in the end he always gets the last word. We love you Porky!

So remember, cherish pigs, love swines:)